Internet access, originally and just for the sake of good play, and conveniently say 1:00 to person to the matter's viewpoint.BBS一直都是我喜欢的地方，除了看文章外，偶然也手痒，写下几个字。Two year agos, Is return at the time that the inside is big to study, a new stand the point's emergence, and rely on to borrow a free numbered account, and make me deep sink among them.新站，人自然少，所以容易熟络，大家都在广州，于是常会相约出来聚会。

  The party that my the first 参 add is in the 麓景 road, and at that time have the more than ten people, three are womans of, the introduction is after, and probably knew their ID, a lean girl to call the violet.那时因为坐得太远，所以没留意。Later on, write a does concerning the first 参 add what net friend's party of impression, concerning violet that article, have to everyone a the , “ is after all English is how 拼 ?"

  The article sticks tops to return no longer than two hours, Is foolish in the chat room, receive a small, and did not say "hello", and the 直 stand to pretty ask my article to write at which.我问她是谁，她说她就是那个我不会的英文“紫罗兰”，一愕之后，我问她想不想单对单聊聊，她说可以。Hence our topic is from “ Japanese" start, arrive the “ game the machine", arrive the “ cartoon the book".然后，我们相约交换漫画书。

  The violet age is smaller and two years old than me, but have already finished reading the book come out to work.从那次交换漫画书开始，我们的接触多了，不只在网上，还有电话，也经常相约出来。The unconscious, I discovers by oneself likings the last violet.示爱需要很大的勇气，起码我当时还没有足够的胆量。Have a time, at the time that talk on the phone, the violet suddenly say, and you are too to liked to me.我笑着说，“你不想吗？”She has no an answer, and counter-question me at think the amount what.考虑了一会儿之后，我说：“我想你做我的女朋友。”

  Again is a burst of and silent, she since did not approval, and did not refuse either, and just say, want time to think clarity.我只好把话题岔开。

  The standard that old friend thou is high once say, distinguishes if the domestic movie is Okay to see, and the west slice is not necessarily good-looking, but good-looking certainly is west slice.我不喜欢侏罗纪里的恐龙，但对于迷失了的恐龙却特别有好感。Clearly remember to is in September 3, movie theater to put that day of is consumedly small and small dinosaur, arrive the violet for, my arm drive person catching, exactly and nearby of nervous place.我转过头，望着她，她也望着我。Hence, I stretch out the hand, and slightly grasped her hand.

The violet says that want to learn to play tennis, and it is a pity that, and not know is I did not be the coach's ability, or the cell that she lack the sport, can't always match to clap.打了几次之后，我只好坦白，我不会教。She say to me, and in fact very like to see my appearance that play tennis on the tennis court.我承诺，以后打球的时候都会带上她。

  But she is musically and however have the equal natural endowments, itting to therefore and like this say, not because I heard her violin that pull, but is when the game airport play that set the question and answer's game machine, my literature for can answering mathematics, chemistry, common sense with smallly part 目 , all depended her with problem of relevant music completely and all.原因之二，她常常对着我唱歌，王菲和张国荣的歌居多。I return until now interested in knowing these two individuals's song abnormality.

  Road contain file of a, violet hear it said that, cow 脯 there in the Peking south is what whole Guangzhou best.我们前去尝了一次，我吃不出个所以然来，但她觉得挺好，那就好吧。Anyway the way that I drink together the food have no a research, and need not have on this order what issue.

  Biggest rift is a violet and always does not think public our relation, reason to be in love is two individuals's business, not want to let the too many and unimportant person come the interference.而我却想让全世界的人知道，她是我的女朋友。Therefore, I am high to a thou for all incognizantly, contraryly, my friend she knowing not a fewly, elephant just now mentioning of her friend.

  Finally, a night send her homing time, I to bring up my question, can like this and always descend to go to?

  Her response is, wait until on say againing when is appropriate.我追问，什么才叫适当的时候。She answers without the front sides, and push to say now not just.我没有再多说，尽管很不满意，但一时实在想不到更好的论据使她改变观点，更不想无缘无故吵上一架。

  The down stairs, she that send to her house is on the stairs empress of several classes, and again stand down, and take a silk 狡 the 诘 say:Your good elephant of “ have somes the words to have no to say to me."The nature, I understands her meaning, answer:Does the “ say what?"She stare ats me:Three words of “ of."I pretended to think once, then say:“ .Bye一Bye啦！”Her “ hums" a, turn rounded to go to walk, and i pull to live her handed, and say:“ you do not speak, and am I how can anyone know?"

  She stopped, and again turn rounded to come, and the 踱 rise the feet, and in whisper say in my ear:“ I love you."I smiled, “ I knew.你爱我嘛。”In this way, really seem to animation, she once jilt to open my hand, and run to go upstairs.我连追几层，在她家门口截住了，再次拉住她的手，“我也爱你。”She also smiled, and smile so sweet, and I lower the head, and kissed in her on the face once, her 拥 is in the bosom.

The net up apart fromses the chat outdoors, another that popular place that BBS chat is a MUDs.我曾经在各个武林门派之中沉迷了一段时间，但并不精通。My commits so far biggest a mistake, introduce the violet the MUD.她马上成了武林人士追捧的对象，网上的美眉永远是熊猫一样珍稀而受欢迎的品种。

  I slowly become accustomed to her in the MUD to handle a lot of lovers, and just have a words, and how hear to all not pleasing to the ear —— contain a night, she to suddenly pushed with my appointment, and say that invited the friend.我自然想弄清楚是什么回事，她说，“是MUD的朋友，说了你也不知道。”Like this, I start the bad impression to MUD, until a certain, I am unbearable to loudly say, and the “ do not say the matter on your MUD with me again."Our affection like this appeared a 抹 shadow.

Afterwards time that violet is unemployed, a few months are after she find outed the new work, seem to the body 挑 the heavy 担 , we to meet to start reducing.起初当然不会觉得有不妥之处，后来一个星期只能见到一次，最后连电话也不多了。

I start become nervousing, and after all is what is the row, and she always push to say the work a lot of.我只好提出一个约定，每个星期六日见面，其他日子尽量抽时间给我来电话。The first Friday, she that she agreed, in this engagement after do outing indeed as expected telephone words, say the day to all have noed time on Saturday, and want the deep 圳 to go to.一直到星期三，我才收到她的电话。

  Result that 终 there is a night, we and can quiet down to talk, have to come out is, our demand separate to for a while calm down once, time settle to a month.我后悔我同意了这个决定，因为我知道，这样意味着我们要真正的分手了，一个月的冷静，只不过是想找一种不那么刺激的方式。

  The current affairs is usually by surprise.三天后，我收到了紫罗兰的CALL，问我中午有没有时间去打网球，她约了两个朋友去。The naturally, I escapes the 了两节 the 课 , 按时到了网球 ? The the fire aways the empress, those two friends to very and reasonablely leave to go to.

  In the on the road, my 觉 of the alignment station the 察 arrive her hand at stretch to come over, my 缩 once, stand to settle, ask her, and think clarity?She certainly knows mes intentionally 缩 hand, intentionally ask this problem, she to say that have no, and still have to consider.我不敢再开玩笑，赶紧说，别再费神了。Lead long her hand, and let her return to my nearby.除欢喜外，总是觉得不如以前的自在了。A's fold over of paper, whatever lane, also can not go to the folding line.

  After of progress that a few month, always and all the all is calm, I also think the affection very quite good.在这段时间里，每次见到古高，他都会问我还是不是和紫罗兰在一起。I apart from the answer “ is" outside, still want to know he would why have this problem.古高的理由一向另类，他意思是，已经预备好我说：“不是”，这样，当我说“是”的时候，会开心很多。I do not want to investigate the real reason.

  The current affairs is usually by surprise.一个星期六的下午，我打电话给紫罗兰，问她有没有时间，因为我有点事要她帮忙。She says without time, and finally and again say the “ not equal to we like this break up, my one is vacant.“ do you say what?"She is very slow to very and clearly repeated that words a time.我没有再说话，把电话挂上了。

  What Will I Do?This is her favorite song, and ever have for a night, and putting in her home this song, she want me to dance with her, and I say can't, she say the never mind, literally all right.真的随便转了几圈后，她说幸好我不会跳舞。I connect to say, and I am any furthered and do not dance, unless is with her.

  A month is after, and I just invite the violet to come out, and simple and directly say, and I want to know the reason.她迟疑了一下，说她爱上了另一个人。Behind of the result that dialogue is in proper order have already can not remember clearlied, and the sorting is after is:She knows on the MUDs an individual, that individual is in the 兰 state in this a few months, that individual always and very concern her, and church the truth of her many human life, the most important 1:00 is, she can't have any pressure with that personal chat.

  I to the last man failed, and incredibly lose on a hand for she have noing meeting.只好当她说的都是事实，我说了一句最让自己伤心的话，“希望你们会过得开心。”

The business that until now day, I always did not sought the violet again, have the occurrence is only one left misty impression.每天都戴着手表，是紫罗兰送给我的生日礼物，这是最实在的证据，我们确实相爱过。

The total 盛 there is a violetting puts in my heart, and it is a pity that the at that time me to am still young, and not know to how go to love the flower.

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