All I remebmber
      “When I was young ,I'd love listen to the radio,waiting for my favourite songs…"when I heard this song, I  was struck by a complex mixture of odd feeling ,and I can't resist the temptation to cry ,for the simple reason that it touched the inner feelings in my heart ,and bring the past life to me .
       I was born in a small family , my parents were  both teachers .Their  professions made it earlier for them to teach me .In my memory ,my father was a workaholic ,he was so busy with his work .So my education became my mother 's job. she brought many books for me ,and she used to tell me the old fary tales again and again almost every night.Although I was so young that I don't know many words,the cartoon pictures build my earliest intertest in reading .From that time ,I 've read a lot, I was endued  with  a good comprehension in this way  ,and I learn without difficulty .I owe much of my progress to her. 
       They not only had affection for me ,but also exercised the authority of me,  sometimes they carried it to punish me when i did something wrong .But one time ,they punished me for an offence  which I  never  committed .and enve I didn't think to do it. they punished me so severe that as if it was a premeditated act.  After being beaten ,I felt a strong feeling of indignation , vage and dispair .I said :"I won't forgive you anymore " in my heart over and over, and I didn't to them in a few days until one day , i found how much they loved me .
       I was born physically weak .when winter came , I had to suffer a lot from cough and headache .one night ,I had a terrible fever .I felt as if it was buring inside ,so I cried in snatches .I didn't know how late I selt ,but I was certain that they held me in their arms bu turns until I slept .On the moring of next day , i found that there were dark circles around their eyes. it's a small thing in my childhood, but it made a deep impression on me ,and I came to understand the meaning of familiar love .Although I got a very thoughtful love from them ,I 'd never been spoiled by them .
       In 2003 , my father made the most important decision in his life , he decided to find another job,  maybe he was so  tired of his busy work that he wanted t have more free time .After hunting for a job for several days , he made  up his mind to go to Beijing ,  to work for Student English Times . From  that time ,    I lived with my mother who was became more and more prating at the same time . She was alway prating of the days when we spent together with my father .It was obvious that she couldn't adapt to the life without her husband in a short time ,but i didn't understand , for i was busy learning at school , when I come  back home , I had to listen to her repeating  the ssame words again and again .T herefore  I felt very tired , I argued with her many times .Now ,I  always feel sorry for her at the thought of our arguments . Because  of  the life without my father ,it bagan to form my character which is so effeminate but indomitable and waving between timidity and courage . weakness and self- control . it made me inconsistent ,and my experience and reflection have never been able to cure me of it .
       In order to compensate  the emptiness in my heart , I immersed myself in novels , and I read the famous novel named the story of stone written by Cao Xueqing ,i was deeply impressed by Ling Daiyu and Jia Baoyu who were both sentimentalists ,and i want to be Jia just like other young people ,although I fully knew it was impossible .I couldn't help imaging the same story happened  to me .In a short time, I  devoured every beautiful girl I met with buring glances ,and my imagination recalled them to me , to make use of them in my own will ,and to make them so many Ling .
       There was a girl in my class that was somewhat like Ling ,at least ,I thought  so .I turned my love of  Ling  to her .But I never tslked to her too much ,and i never looked at her appearance and behavior carefully ,as if she was covered with something so effulgent that I couldn't open my eyes to stare at  her .
       In my memory ,she was  average in height and she had gentle behavior ,and  she was also one of the best students in my class .Although I  was also good at studying ,I didn't have much confidence in my appearance ,I was fully aware of that ,for I was always made fun of by other girls in my class except her .On the other hand ,we were all shame ,and I didn't want to break the  litter  good impression in her heart . So I never expressed my adoration to her , only when we happened  to look at each other ,I
took heart of grace and smiled to her .In this way , I concealed  my love to her from others for nearly a  year , and I never thought of marrying her , I only considered her as the most important reason for me that is valid and motivate me to bury my head into thick textbooks .
       In 2004, the last year I spent in junior middle school , I was busy in preparing for the final examinations ,the life of study was very boring ,and we were all nervous and upset , and crazy .good luck smiled on me , after nearly 9 months study ,I got a very good score ,ranking second of all the students .someone said it was a sweet full stop to my junior middle school life ,but I didn't think so .It formed an uncertaijn septum among me  and my  friends . And we had to be separated .Even now ,I think it was not worth the losing  of my friendship .
       How time flies ! the tranquility of my childish life had been  over before I knew it .and I ceased to enjoy the peace of life , for I was paid more attention by the evil score ,although I never delibrately set out to do so .But after all ,  to me ,the childhood is a beautiful  memory .